Thoughts....

It's late at night I can't really sleep... Nightmares and past memories keep flashing beyond my understanding... So much negative attention... I can't help to think why society is so cruel to one other... instead of trying to help each other so we can learn how to cherish and prosper... we tend to rip the skin off of our fellow man to gain advantage over one another... I work so hard to become the man I am... so why do you try to bring me down and destroy my reputation... as if you hate to see me grow and become something beyond what anyone could have thought i could be... why do you hate me so much.. what have I done to you... If I'm nice and caring I'm a "PUSSY" in your eyes... If I'm real and stand up for what i believe in.... I'm an asshole in your eyes... It's as if life can boss me around... but as soon as I stand on my own two.. and let everyone know enough is enough it's as if in your eyes I become a cruel personnel... How is that possible... I can't be everything y'all want me to be... that wouldn't make me who I am... Why is it that my failure feeds your fire to keep enjoying the site of be going through my struggles and suffrage ... Why is the Human race so fucked up! you believe in no one put your selves... you even deny your creator... you refuse to believe in him... But when you are in need... when no one is there for you... the first mighty power you call upon is GOD... the human race is evil... it deserves to die... There are few pure souls left... we have cased more damage to earth in 10,000 years (estimate) than the world could have done to it self in 4.1 billion years...If God takes out the human race tomorrow I wouldn't blame him....