WHY???

This was a very hard decision for me to leave everything i once thought I was behind to find the real me. Reality finally hit me when I was in my room on my laptop and looked over on the side of my bed and saw my black book thrown on the floor with the rest of my school books but then again my shoes were all stack up real nice dust free. I felt i left what I loved the most for something that would consume me into something I wasn't. I replaced my future for materialistic illusions.

This is where I failed.

but I'm back on feet...

I pray